Tuesday, February 14, 2006

Josh

Today is our first Valentine's Day that we have spent together in the flesh and I am the most content and happiest I have ever been.

To know, when I go to sleep at night, that I am curled up to, lying next to the man I want to spend the rest of my days with is an amazing feeling that I want to hold on to forever. I look at you and think " this man is the man who my children will call daddy" or I squint my eyes and try to imagine what you will look like when you're 84 and smile to myself when I realize that I will find this out for myself one day.

I say this all the time...you are truly the most wonderful, loving,amazing man I have ever met and sometimes I wonder what I did in my life to deserve such a jewel as you. Buttttt, I'm not one to look a gift horse in the mouth ( or any other part of the horse for that matter) and I chalk it up to being the luckiest girl on the planet.

You're patient when I'm being annoying, you see my flaws and you love me anyway, you hold me when my tears fall and whisper in my ear words of reassurance, you make me laugh when I least feel like laughing and you romance me until I feel as if I'm filled with flowers and my blood has been lined with silver hearts and it's at those times that I know that I have found the man who is always gonna be there for me, in good times and bad.

You make me look bad in the kitchen with your superb chef-like skills ! I don't know whether to lap up all that awesome food or take up cooking classes to catch up !

They don't make men like you anymore. They just don't.

I love you so much babe and I cannot, cannot wait for the day when we are standing face to face at the altar, where I become your wife and you become my husband...

I'm marrying my best friend and wish that day would hurry the hell up !!!

I love you honey ! I'm going to go downstairs now and cuddle you while we watch SAW 2 ( what, it has a red theme in it, it fits V-Day ...)

Eternally Yours- Tina xxxooo